This is my life?? or CHRIST's?

All the plan for the day was changed as I opened my eyes this morning.
All the excitements suddenly were gone. I could feel, it was really easy for me just to throw myself into this 'crancky mood' - this remind me of how weak we're in the flesh.
I did feel that i was not on the mood of doing anything apart what i was planning to do for the day, though I know that I have something else I need to do.

As I'm forcing myself not just procrastinating and read this book by Joshua Harris, titled 'Sex is not the problem (lust is)', I found myself to be reminded again that my life is designed more than just for self-indulgence, but i was called to serve my Lord Jesus Christ. And it doesn't mean, sit back, relax and serving my own desire.
Serving Jesus = serving others. And it's not just things that's visible, but also the one that others might not being aware of.
As what Paul said in his letter to the Philippians, he call us to have the same mind as Christ, to imitate his humility, as what he's done on the cross (Phil 2:6-8).
In humility, we are called, to count others more significant than ourself (v.3). This may be one thing that we can meditate day by day as people of Christ.

I thank God for his everlasting love and mercy towards His people. Thank Him that he never stop working in my life, renewing my mind day by day, though I'm weak in the flesh.
Hope that I may stand firm in one spirit and having one mind striving side by side with the faith of the gospel.